When one is searching for something but doesn't know what, the field to look for it is enormous. Very big indeed. My search opened the bible for me, I read Seth by Jane Roberts, the Koran and so forth. I tried hypnosis, formed group discussions and read every and all positive thinking material I could put my eyes on. This stepping stone brought me in touch with Scientology, naturally, by this time, with great caution. I was, at that time, in bad shape due to my connection with someone who suppressed my goals. What I found in one small course, overcoming ups and downs in life, truly changed my life. For me it was the difference about reading something and having the information vs being able to apply the information not only there doing the course, but right up to this very minute.

     The ten years since has transformed me from the timid "needing help" person I was to someone who now creates my own life. Sure, the road is still a long way from where I wish to end up. In fact, I wonder where the end really is or if there is one.

     All the information and tenets of Scientology provide information I can apply. The bonus for me is that it works 100% of the time. The times it 'did not work' I am rather embarrassed to say, I misapplied the data. Scientology has enabled me to do so much. It taught me the exact anatomy of a problem. It taught how to study. This science has cleared up my confusions about ethics in daily life. To communicate is the essence of life itself for me. The subject is clear to me and I am able to apply this invaluable technology in daily life without fail. The subject is as big as life itself.

     Most of all, I have found myself. I have no doubt about who I am and what different elements play a part in my day to day behavior. What more can I ask for? When I am me who else can I be but me. A simple statement, sure. But to get there is no joke. So don't joke around with yourself. You are far too valuable for that.