If you want to find out more about Dianetics and Scientology, the best way to do this is to read an L. Ron Hubbard book on the subject. I personally recommend you read Introduction to Scientology Ethics.
This book really helped me with my condition in this society. It really helped me stay above all the chaos that goes on in this society. I see all these teenagers doing drugs and doing all these bad things to hurt themselves and others that are really important in their lives. This book could really help you become more aware of all the parts of life and help you find your place and duty in each of the parts of life.