Every since I started doing more services in Scientology, I've noticed how much more certainty I have of myself as a spiritual being. I started to receive auditing (a process of Scientology) when I was fourteen years old. Before that, I didn't know what it was like to think on my own. I had gone to public school before, in a city with no Mission or Church of Scientology. At the time, my only terminal was my mother. She helped me get through all the public school drama. I couldn't have done it without her giving me Scientology technology. In public school it was like the rule to be in your own little cliques (the popular group, the nerds, the jocks, the druggies, and the medium group, the one's who would have died to be popular and have that kind of influence). I, including every other student, would listen to everyone and do what they did to see if it would get me anywhere. It didn't get me anywhere and I found myself right back to where I was in the beginning, nowhere. Then I moved to a place where I started going to a private school that used L. Ron Hubbard's study technology. It was great there! I learned more than I ever did in my life and made real friends. I started to receive auditing and I know who I am now! I won't let anyone tell me what to think without evaluating the information first. I would like to thank Scientology for helping me get my life back, I love you guys!