If you want to find out more about Dianetics and Scientology, the best way to do this is to read an L. Ron Hubbard book on the subject. I personally recommend you read Dianetics: The Modern Science of Mental Health.
This book really helped me with understanding myself more. By means of Dianetics counseling, I can get rid of the negative mental charge. I have realized that this is the most valuable technology in the world.