I am studying Dianetics book 1 now, it is going very well and helps me a lot in my life. Now I know what makes my thinking not focused in my life, how it started and why it started, and how I can prevent it. You probably think that I studied this from ages ago, but let me tell you a story. I know about this from my friend, he's my business partner and he knows that I have some problems in my life that I cannot handle myself and I told him I was going drinking and gambling to escape from my life. Then I got more problems because I lost a lot of money. Then one day he took me to this Scientology building and I ask him "is this a good thing" and he answered me that this was the place which make him successful, then I thought "OK why not give it a try." I started on 6-5-98.A day after that I started to study the book.

          First day I found something interesting. I found the source that make my mind go crazy, thinking why I got to this stage of my life, no money, no life and being looked down on by my friend. I finished three chapters in that book and I felt great.

          Second day I finished the other chapters, except the last one that I am still doing now. This is the most important part, fun and an adventure, this is the auditing part. I became the preclear, and when you're in this stage you'll also find the same feeling that I have now. That I am talking to my auditor and pulling out all my disturbing force in my mind and my heart, I cannot tell you how it is but I can tell you this is not like hypnosis because you are still awake and I can pull myself out at any time that I want, out of the session or if something goes wrong. Also the result is such a big release of my feelings and it cleared my mind.

          I am going more than one week now and I'm still doing it in any spare time that I can arrange with them. I am going to do more sessions to clear more of my bad memories, which haunt me like a ghost inside my mind.

          In the end, what I can tell you is give it a try. You won't regret it and you got nothing to lose. The only thing that you will lose is your bad feelings or emotions. I can say it in a different language because I am Indonesian. Try it and you will find some thing like my amazing adventure in you life. OK!